Wow, I have not updated this since September 22nd. Wow..

Well, today's my birthday. I don't feel any different than yesterday or even 6 months ago. I think I'm the same person. But...I have been noticing that I just don't want to do anything except sleep these days. I haven't checked my LJ in forever, and my email (I just checked it) has been swamped with messages. I'm not sure if it's my health affecting me or even if it's just me being depressed...but I do know that I just have not been finding anything interesting lately.

I've also noticed that this has effected my schoolwork too. I take forever to finish anything now because I space out so much. In fact the other day on my AP Calc. test, I was drifting off most of the time and even fell asleep for several minutes. Classes that I usually enjoy are boring and take forever to end. I haven't been hanging out with my friends as much and have refrained from sending any emails or IM's.

I really don't know what's going on with me. I think it's because of school, work, and volunteering that I just want to spend a day at home to recuperate. I had last Friday off, but spent most of the day prepping for a test and helping my friend out. It (my symptoms) all seem to point to the fact that I just want to stay home for a while and have some peace and quiet.

Heck, my hands can't even stay warm now. That never was a problem before...