Professor: Do you know what will happen on Wednesday? 
Me: I'm going to cry
Tara: My day of death
Guy behind us: Lord have mercy on our souls
Professor: (continues on) It's gonna be a good day! An amazing day where ya'll gonna come in, with your heads held high, confidently taking your exam. AND THEN I WILL ASSIGN HOMEWORK. How wonderful is that?!
Class: deadpans

I'm scared :(

I have no idea where half of the numbers are even coming from (from within thin air!). I can do the work fine, if all the numbers are provided for me plain as day...but when I get an assignment to calculate a single number, I also get like, 12 pages full of graphs, charts and extraneous information, then I just kind of fizzle and die.

My professor makes it seem really easy when he goes over it in class. "Oh yeah, you pick this number off of this chart and this number off of this other chart, multiply it by this number and bam! There we go. NPV" And I'm like FFFFFF WHAT ARE THE OTHER 15389383 GRAPHS FOR?! /flips table. 

This is worrisome since real life work will be similar to what we are doing in class. Businesses plowing you with boatloads of information and you will sit there and figure out what is necessary. I need a filter or something for this OTL

Besides that, nothing has been going on lately. I'm scheduled to attend another networking event. Not really looking forward to it since my social anxiety is getting worse. The thought of it makes me gag a little.