day 01 – introduce yourself
day 02 – your first love
day 03 – your parents
day 04 – what you ate today
day 05 – your definition of love
day 06 – your day
day 07 – your best friend
day 08 – a moment
day 09 – your beliefs
day 10 – what you wore today
day 11 – your siblings
day 12 – what's in your bag
day 13 – this week
day 14 – what you wore today
day 15 – your dreams
day 16 – your first kiss
day 17 – your favorite memory
day 18 – your favorite birthday
day 19 – something you regret
day 20 – this month
day 21 – another moment
day 22 – something that upsets you
day 23 – something that makes you feel better
day 24 – something that makes you cry
day 25 – a first
day 26 – your fears
day 27 – your favorite place
day 28 – something that you miss
day 29 – your aspirations
day 30 – one last moment

day 23 – something that makes you feel better
I have different methods of coping. Usually I talk to a friend about it and I feel so much better when I do. If nobody is available, I usually go mull over it at a Cafe or something. I like reminding myself that every life has hardships and in about an hour, a week, a month, or however long it will take, I will be a better person in the end. 

If I'm feeling particularly bad, I usually have a good cry over it, and then an angry nap. Why do I have a mental age of like, five. n____n

Creampuffs and milk tea always are helpful :Q

day 24 – something that makes you cry
I don't know if it's a me thing or if it's particularly normal in others, but if I'm feeling really upset (like almost to the point of crying) and if you console me, I will end up crying. I think that the reason I do that is because I feel upset that I am bothering others with my stupid problems/self. Like I'm wasting their time or something. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. smh at self.

Um nothing really going on in my life. I have a cold, on my monthly, and my sleep schedule is so messed up. I'm exhausted, both mentally and physically but when I try to sleep, I just lie there half asleep and in sleep paralysis for hours on end. I "wake up" exhausted and attending class like a zombie. I did take a nap after class today; was planning for an hour, maybe two hour nap. Nope. Slept at 7pm...woke at 2am ;\  SLEEP SCHEDULE IS DESTROYED /O/



Also I inexplicably have Bieber's Baby Baby stick in my head (◢◙◣益◢◙◣)