I find the fact that I'm listening to Koda Kumi rather interesting. I usually don't like her stuff because it's uninteresting/repetitive. However, I do like her FFX2 songs (Japanese please!) and other songs (XXX was cool, and I do honestly like Cherry Girl) and I do think she works hard. It just that I don't like her overall image and the style of her music. Oh well.

Anyways, the reason why I'm updating today is that I am really questioning on my ability to write. Today has been the second time where someone has blatantly told me that I have uninteresting/dull writing.

I mean the first time it wasn't that big of a deal, my dad read one of my scholarship essays and said it was a bit dry and uncreative. I'm really scientifically analytical, so that's how I write, straightforwardly. The second time, a bunch of people from the other AP literature class critiqued my paper and left messages that my writing was 'boring' and 'unstylized' and 'was interesting as a science paper'. Heck, even Sweethikari-chan has even said that my writing isn't the most eloquent in the world and often goes pseudo-psycho on my essays.

But the thing is, I really don't like writing 'pretty'. I prefer straightforward writing that makes sense without several minutes of analyzing what one word symbolizes. I can be eloquent, yes, but I guess it's hidden behind my 'clinical' style