I am getting really sick of people saying that I don't have a life. I'm getting so fed up that I want to run my head into a wall.
So what if I actually take time to study. So what if I'm an anime fan. So what if I don't have a boyfriend. Does that make me a mutation of some sort? No.

This guy on my bus, B-san, is always asking me "what do you do that is soooo important? Why is it 'interesting'? What's so great about those Asian people?" Well for one thing, they at least have respect. >/

Kabe mentioned this during Government. She said that it was a really rather blunt and rude thing to say to someone. She thought they were joking, but they repeated it like, 3 times, dead serious. And T-san said today that I'm plain. Well, I asked them to elaborate what "plain" meant. Apparently, it means that I am a sterotypical Asian. No social skills, a bookworm. No Boyfriend, No interests outside of school and uninteresting as heck. I never take risks, I'm going to end up alone and unloved. I'll just go home alone everyday afterwork in the future. and stare at a TV/computer screen. Closet and forever nerd (used in a bad sense)

OH WTF. JUST BECAUSE A PERSON HAS A BOY/GIRLFRIEND DOES NOT MAKE THEM MORE SPECIAL THEN ANYONE ELSE. IT DOES NOT MAKE THEM ALL-WISE IN THE MATTERS OF THE WORLD. OH NO! I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND. DOES THAT MEAN I AM CONDEMMED FOREVER? DOES THAT MEAN EVERYONE WILL SHY AWAY FROM ME LIKE I HAVE A PLAGUE? DOES IT MEAN THAT I AM SOCIAL-SKILLED ILLITERATE? >/ OH NO! I DON'T ACT LIKE A NORMAL TEENAGER. DOES IT MAKE ME A FREAK OF NATURE?

I am so sick of people regarding someone else's lifestyle as 'unimportant' or 'sad'. What someone does with their life should be their own business (unless they are involved in something illegal or whatnot.) It's nice to have a bf/gf, but that really isn't at the top of my to-do list. I can feel loved and accepted by my friends and family thank-you-very-much. They say they are changing someone for the better, but is really better? Is better used by their standards or by a universal standard? Or are they really changing the person so that their life will resemble theirs in a certain way? And really, if I can already approach someone, does it mean that I somehow forget how to do it in the future? :/ O

but what was that term? Hitori Ja Nai (I'm not Alone, and GASP! being my sterotypical asian self!! Oh Noezes!)

Edit:I've calmed down, a lot, I got away from the computer where the source of angerness bubbled out. *hugs and chus everyone*

ごめん　ね sorry to T-san (they read this) it's just been a horrible month where it seems like everything/everyone has had a grudge against me, and I just snapped earlier, and made a bunch of stupid assumptions. And I pretty much took out my frustrations out on you. わああ！　ごめんなさい！！ But really, stereotypes really do suck, and I never do know when or where you were joking. You seemed quite serious when you said it.
PS. I have found out how to write in Japanese/chinese on our computer. Finally, Is stupid. ><;;;
えちぜん　リョマ：　まだまだ　だね。>>;;;;
Quiet Ryoma.